Closure...

I finally received an email back from Brandi, today...

She said she didn't want a friendship, anymore...she'd put it behind her...

I think I finally lost all respect for Ms. Fisher...her loyalty to friendship was her best quality...and without it, she just doesn't have that much to offer...

It doesn't even really hurt...it's just seriously disappointing...there's just not much to Brandi without loyalty to friendship...without it, everything else just seems kind of pointless...

You ever had a friend who left you for popularity or money or something else that they wanted?

I did...in 9th grade...you know why he eventually comes back and apologizes, I think?...because his life becomes such a mess that he wants some reassurance that there is one person in the world who loves him, no matter what...and I do...

Brandi will be back...when she returns, I've got some apologies due...

In the meantime, this is the best closure that I could have possibly have found...

Because there's not much to her friendship, at this point, to want to hold onto...not until she comes to terms with what a jerk she's been...

I think I lost all respect for Ms. Fisher, today...

And all of a sudden it's not such a bad thing to be have my life...

Because a life like the one Brandi's chosen just seems so completely bankrupt in every way that matters...

Love,
Ben