Thursday, September 29, 2005

I think I'm beginning to understand how Communism and theocracies stuck around for so long:):):)...

As I watch the persistent blaming...and failure by anyone to take responsibility:):)...including and especially American citizens:):)...as much as politicians:):)...

With Hurricane Katrina...Hurricane Rita...September 11th...and just about anything that people have some kind of random opinion about:):)...

I'm beginning to see why Communism and theocracies stuck around for so long:):):)...

They're just such easier fits with how most people deal with the world:):)...

Neither involve anyone taking any serious responsibility for anything:):)...they both involve lots of blaming:):)...and stubborn attachments to policies no matter how long they fail:):):)...both are seriously threatened by intelligent thought and free expression of that thought:):)...for reasons I completely understand now:):)...

Both claim utopias that never have and never will exist:):):)...and any evidence that they have never or never will exist is blamed on the messengers:):):):)LOL:):):)...rather than anyone taking responsibility for them:):):)...

In other words:):)...they're governments for people with a less developed understanding of politics and the world...and, often...people who just never grow up:):):)...people who have a less mature understanding of politics and the world...and cause a lot of unnecessary misery and tragedy for everyone who has to live under them...

And they sure do look a lot like Americans, right now...who claim to want neither...but who behave like they do...

And I'm becoming seriously concerned that the number of people who feel a genuine sense of responsibility for democracy are few and far between:):):)...

Because it just involves so much terribly tedious thinking...and a constructive outlook...and accepting peoples' limitations...and patience...

And all kinds of things that most people just don't want to be bothered with too much, I'm concerned:):):)...

In other words:):):)...as my friend Lu, always says:):):)...

We get the government we deserve:):):)...

It just hasn't sunk in with most people, yet, I don't think:):):)...

That the way Americans are behaving, right now:):):)...

This is the one we deserve:):):)...

And if we want better...

We're going to have to be better examples of constructive leadership...

Rather than reflections of too much of the tough-talking, ineffective, thoughtless, blame-shifting that characterizes too much of Washington, these days:):):)...

God help us:):):)...this sad little country:):):)...and this sad little species we belong to:):):)...

Hopefully...our progeny will study about these times...and just think...

What goddamn fools they all were:):):)...

Rather than fruitlessly blaming us for how foolishly we think about our government and our democracy:):):)...

We can only hope:):):)...

Have a good day, everyone:):):)...

Love,
Ben

An honorable soldier's question...a less than honorable political discussion...

Ian Fishback is an Army Captain who has written a deeply concerned and thoughtful letter to John McCain over the confusion among soldiers about what constitutes torture...

"Dear Senator McCain:

I am a graduate of West Point currently serving as a Captain in the U.S. Army Infantry. I have served two combat tours with the 82nd Airborne Division, one each in Afghanistan and Iraq. While I served in the Global War on Terror, the actions and statements of my leadership led me to believe that United States policy did not require application of the Geneva Conventions in Afghanistan or Iraq. On 7 May 2004, Secretary of Defense Rumsfeld's testimony that the United States followed the Geneva Conventions in Iraq and the "spirit" of the Geneva Conventions in Afghanistan prompted me to begin an approach for clarification. For 17 months, I tried to determine what specific standards governed the treatment of detainees by consulting my chain of command through battalion commander, multiple JAG lawyers, multiple Democrat and Republican Congressmen and their aides, the Ft. Bragg Inspector General's office, multiple government reports, the Secretary of the Army and multiple general officers, a professional interrogator at Guantanamo Bay, the deputy head of the department at West Point responsible for teaching Just War Theory and Law of Land Warfare, and numerous peers who I regard as honorable and intelligent men.

Instead of resolving my concerns, the approach for clarification process leaves me deeply troubled. Despite my efforts, I have been unable to get clear, consistent answers from my leadership about what constitutes lawful and humane treatment of detainees. I am certain that this confusion contributed to a wide range of abuses including death threats, beatings, broken bones, murder, exposure to elements, extreme forced physical exertion, hostage-taking, stripping, sleep deprivation and degrading treatment. I and troops under my command witnessed some of these abuses in both Afghanistan and Iraq.

This is a tragedy. I can remember, as a cadet at West Point, resolving to ensure that my men would never commit a dishonorable act; that I would protect them from that type of burden. It absolutely breaks my heart that I have failed some of them in this regard.

That is in the past and there is nothing we can do about it now. But, we can learn from our mistakes and ensure that this does not happen again. Take a major step in that direction; eliminate the confusion. My approach for clarification provides clear evidence that confusion over standards was a major contributor to the prisoner abuse. We owe our soldiers better than this. Give them a clear standard that is in accordance with the bedrock principles of our nation.

Some do not see the need for this work. Some argue that since our actions are not as horrifying as Al Qaeda's, we should not be concerned. When did Al Qaeda become any type of standard by which we measure the morality of the United States? We are America, and our actions should be held to a higher standard, the ideals expressed in documents such as the Declaration of Independence and the Constitution.

Others argue that clear standards will limit the President's ability to wage the War on Terror. Since clear standards only limit interrogation techniques, it is reasonable for me to assume that supporters of this argument desire to use coercion to acquire information from detainees. This is morally inconsistent with the Constitution and justice in war. It is unacceptable.

Both of these arguments stem from the larger question, the most important question that this generation will answer. Do we sacrifice our ideals in order to preserve security? Terrorism inspires fear and suppresses ideals like freedom and individual rights. Overcoming the fear posed by terrorist threats is a tremendous test of our courage. Will we confront danger and adversity in order to preserve our ideals, or will our courage and commitment to individual rights wither at the prospect of sacrifice? My response is simple. If we abandon our ideals in the face of adversity and aggression, then those ideals were never really in our possession. I would rather die fighting than give up even the smallest part of the idea that is "America."

Once again, I strongly urge you to do justice to your men and women in uniform. Give them clear standards of conduct that reflect the ideals they risk their lives for.

With the Utmost Respect,

-- Capt. Ian Fishback

1st Battalion,

504th Parachute Infantry Regiment,

82nd Airborne Division,

Fort Bragg, North Carolina"

The attention by the Washington Post and Andrew Sullivan to this story is well-deserved...

But both sources seem to miss the point of Captain Fishback's letter...

Captain Fishback is not looking to get anyone...

He's trying to figure out how to prevent this kind of thing in the future...

Andrew hasn't quite come to terms, yet, I don't think, that his suggestion of criminal prosecutions is the current policy...and is not dealing very effectively, at all, with the fundamental issue of how to prevent such things in the future that Captain Fishback is raising...which is why Captain Fishback has written his letter to Senator McCain...

In fact...it is likely making such an inquiry very difficult...since it leads soldiers to clam up...and to not talk openly and honestly about what has taken place...

As Captain Fishback attempts -- in this very thoughtful letter -- to both raise standards for future engagements...and to not sell out anyone involved...

I would suggest that we heed the concern of this man risking his own life for this cause...much more than the more pedestrian concerns of the Post and Andrew Sullivan to get retribution for ambiguous interrogation techniques...especially if we want the folks involved to face the overly aggressive way that those interrogations have taken place...rather than dig their heels in that nothing needs to improve...

100 times more good will be done by the thoughtful engagement of Captain Fishback on this matter than all the carping in the press...

And I, for one, very much appreciate Captain Fishback's sincere effort to deal with the confusion around this issue with compassion...rather than with retribution...

And I'm completely convinced that such an approach is far more likely to prevent such abuse in the future -- and lead those involved to face what they've done and take responsibility for it -- than any of the criminal trials that have taken place, thusfar...

Thank you, Captain Fishback...for your service...your courage...your compassion...and your thoughtfulness...through this very difficult episode in America history...

Love,
Ben

The blame game..."the rules"...and growing up...

Had a great day, today:):)...taking care of holds on campus to get transcripts to schools for teaching positions:):)...

Talked with this really sweet KU library circulation girl who is studying social work and wants to do inner city work:):)...

Had a really nice talk with my neighbor, Jesse, about policy and thinking and their importance in the world:):)...Jesse didn't finish high school...but he seems to be taking a serious interest in both...which is good, I think...I hope he'll end up getting that diploma or that G.E.D. and going onto college, someday:):)...

Stopped by the Natural History Museum, while I was on campus:):)...they have a new bug exhibit...that I didn't end up visiting...I was so hungry that I had to leave earlier than I would have liked and grab a bite at the Kansas Union, for old times sakes:):)...so the bugs will have to wait:):)...

While I was eating...I was watching CNN coverage in the Union on the indictment of Tom Delay...which is really kind of bullshit, really, I think...I'm all for money not having so much influence over politics...but I just don't this is the way to do it...and both parties and a million folks are guilty of the exact same thing that Tom was just indicted for...including a lot of Kansas state Democrats and likely Republicans and Democrats in every state, where the national parties regularly donate money illegally to state parties...Tom's just the asshole who they decided to prosecute for Washington's open not-so-secret...

Tom Delay has been one of if not the biggest bully in Washington politics, during his tenure...so I won't cry that he is stepping down from his leadership post...but something is rotten in the state of Denmark, right now...and it's not just Republicans...

And I was commenting to Melissa and Jesse, tonight, about the total contrast:):):)...

Of spending the day communing with greatness...and reflecting on all of our capacity for greatness...

And then witnessing the absolute mess and ugliness that is Washington D.C. and the national press corps, these days...

3 of the 8 headlines on Yahoo's round-up of news, tonight, read:

FEMA under fire again, now for Rita effort
FEMA's Brown was warned early of shortages
Mohamed Atta known to Pentagon before 9/11

And the headline that seemed missing was:

People of the world need to grow and accept that tragedy happens...

I didn't see that one...but goddamn if we need it, right now...

The blame games are so useless...and petty...and both distract and rob of us of energy and attention that is necessary to do whatever we can to prevent such tragedies in the future...

To the best of our abilities...

That's the important qualifier...

To the best of our abilities...

Because that's the best that we can do...ever...

That's it...

There's nothing more to it...

Our best...is our best...

And it will fall short as long as it does...

But this kind of bullshit carping and 20-20 hindsight does no good for anyone...anywhere...for anything...

It's just lingering bitterness...

And a failure of people to both accept that life doesn't always work out...

And to finally grow up...

And deal with the tragedy that is a part of life...

Rather than dwelling in it...

And distracting us from important efforts to help prevent such things in the future...

I picked up a copy of a list of banned books for 2004-05...

To Kill a Mockingbird made the list...

So did Huckleberry Finn...

As did Of Mice and Men...

But, hey...those are just the rules, huh?...pass a rule that bans a book...nothing we can but just obey the rule, right?...

Are we all ready to give up the bullshit, I wonder?...

You know what these last two things have in common...

The total dysfunctional mess that is contemporary politics...its blaming...its self-righteousness...its open hypocrisy...its ugliness?

And rules that ban books that offend people?

They both result from a fundamental unwillingness of folks...

To grow up...

To deal with a world that scares them...

And brings pain their way...

And which involves tragedy...

And where people talk and write and do things they don't like...

And where they feel like they have no control...

Because you know what?...

We don't have control...

And one the most important features of a more genuine responsibility...and the freedom that it requires...

Is to acknowledge that...

And come to terms with it...

And stop fantasizing of a world without tragedy and pain and fear and things we don't like to hear and read and experience...

And to start coming to terms with the world as it is...

And to be more constructive and authentically responsible in dealing with all of these thihgs:):)...

Dar has this really awesome song called The Babysitter Song...

Where she sings about this really great hippy babysitter she had as a kid:)...

It's very sweet:):)...and romantic:):)...

And that's symbolizes the problem, I think, with humanity...

We all have this childhood fantasy about life...

This romantic notion that we will always be protected...

That nothing bad will ever happen...

That life will always be safe...

And then...when it's not...

It engenders in us this equally dark cynicism...to match our disappointment that our romantic version of a world without pain and fear and tragedy didn't materialize...

But that world has never existed...

And never will...

Never...

And the problem that so many people seem to be having right now...

Is coming to terms with that...

To genuinely accepting that reality...

Rather than resisting it...

And fighting it...

And doing everything they can to avoid it...

When it just really can't be avoided, entirely...

We can prepare better for it...

We can support one another, better, through it...and with it...

We can get better over time dealing with it...constructively...including dealing with the pain that will inevitably come our way...for the rest of our lives...as long as we live:):)...

But we can't avoid it entirely...

And that is just a reality of life that people just need to come to terms with, better, I think...

And in the meantime...

Our failure to do so...

Slows all of us, down...

All of us...

It impairs our ability to constructively deal with tragedies when they come...

It clouds our vision as we encounter new challenges...

And it sits on our hearts...and pains us and those around us...

Until we face it...come to terms with it...let it go...and move on to a better day:):)...

Cynicism, you see...is not realism...

It's romanticism gone awry...

Cynicism is the persistent nagging disappointment...

That life didn't turn out the way we wanted it to...

And you know what?...

It doesn't...

And it won't...

Ever...completely...

But it can still be good...and great...and better...

Even as it falls short of all of our ideals...

And a more authentic idealism can replace it...

One that accepts those realities...

Comes to terms with them...

And develops new ideals...in the face of new realities:):)...

That's why I'm so glad I chose to study policy:):):)....and social sciences:):):)...

Because their nature...

Is to understand realities...

And to develop better ideas for facilitating better realities given more fundamental realities of life and our humanity:):):)...

It's so funny:):):)...

I heard so many people talk about social sciences...when I was in school:):):)...like they were some kind of squishy world of opinions and opines:):):)...like just a step above astrology:):):)...

And I've now gotten to a point in my life:):):)...

Where I realize that...they really embodied some of the most important and most profound reflections on life and humanity:):):)...

And I'm SO GLAD that I studied them:):):)...

To prepare for a time just like this one:):):)...

When the world just seems like it's kind of gone temporarily insane:):):)...

Trying...and failing...to come terms with all the tragedy that life...sadly...too often brings us...

Have you ever heard Dar Williams' Better Things?:):):)...

That's the theme of the song:):)...

That...sadly...bad things happen in life:):):)...

And...as Dar sings in the chorus:):):)...

"I hope tomorrow you'll find better things":):):)...

When I was at school, today:):)...I thought about how young everyone seemed:):):)...

And how that means that I'm getting old:):):)...

It was a chance to reflect on the inevitability of death:):)...

And how happy I am that I chose a life where I would do everything I can to do good for the world...as my parents quoted George Bernard Shaw as saying at their wedding:):):)...

"This is the true joy in life, the being used for a purpose recognized by yourself as a mighty one; the being thoroughly worn out before you are thrown on the scrap heap; the being a force of Nature instead of a feverish selfish little clod of ailments and grievances complaining that the world will not devote itself to making you happy."

George Bernard Shaw,
Man and Superman, Epistle Dedicatory
Irish dramatist & socialist (1856 - 1950)

Why would you choose any other life, I wonder...

No matter what you do...

Load garage doors...

Code medical insurance...

Do business development for a local non-profit...

Take calls for school technology initiatives...

Serve your country...

Teach...

Why would you live your life any other way?...

Than to do everything you can to live a great life...

To help others...

To love others...

And...out of that...

To love yourself fully...

And to love your life...

Why would any of us live any different life, I wonder?:):):)...

I have no clue, to tell you the truth:):):)...

I've got to take a shower and get to bed:):):)...

I hope everyone has a great day, tomorrow:):):)...

Love,
Ben