Do you know how exhausting it is striving to be a really great teacher?
Really exhausting.
I've been dead tired all week. And overwhelmed and overstressed in a serious way.
And striving to be a great teacher is not only part of my job. It is a life-time commitment as a father, a teacher, a professor, and an human being that I take more seriously than perhaps any other aspiration that I might take on.
I am humbled by the efforts of military officers, police officers, firefighters (including the 4 who died today), political representatives (as much am I frequently frustrated with counterproductive policies they initiate), civil servants and the whole range of people who engage in public service for salaries that are frequently less than they might bring home if they pursued their own private interests in the market with the same ambition that they often give to public service (as the Cato Institute recently researched, civil servants can make good money, depending on where they work; but rarely if ever will you find a Bill Gates, Warren Buffet, or Carlos Slim Helu among civil servants).
But if there is one set of public servants that have always impressed me most, both because of their commitment to treating people with the some of the most serious love and appreciation, but also because of the long-term impact that they have on a culture and on individuals (especially when they have important ideas), it is teachers.
Teachers at the K-12 and university level are the people I've spent most of my life with, and they are the people I most admire when it comes to a genuine commitment to children and people for their own sake and not for self-interest (though there is plenty of self-interest in education and plenty of self-sacrifice outside of schools and universities), and for their commitment to thinking and thought, which is the foundation and always dynamic basis for our growth as individuals and as a culture.
People who are strong thinkers and strong teachers are a difficult combination to find, but they are important to the growth of the culture and to our growth as individuals.
And it is really exhausting striving to be both. And well worth it, as far as I am concerned. Because it means the difference between supporting a culture and individuals that aspire to actualize their best selves and a culture that misses that opportunity in the name of lesser, smaller aims and selves.
I have a lot of teachers to thank in my life who I completely took for granted when I was studying with them, I'm afraid, but who made important differences in my life and the lives of all of my friends and family.
A big thank you to teachers everywhere, no matter where you might find yourselves these days:).
Love,
Ben