Deep connection

You know what is the most difficult and persistent issue for me at this point in my life?

That I am a person who is more open-hearted than most, more likely to like people, love them, connect with them, than most.

And that I do not have that deepest connection that any of us find with a significant other, at this point in my life.

It feels empty to have my heart as open as mine is to that experience in my life and to not have that kind of connection materialize in my life.

There is nothing more important to me, at this point in my life.

I've had it. So I miss it.

It is the most clearest missing element in my life. And my heart feels it every day.

Hope springs eternal.

Love,
Ben