I miss being in love

A colleague of mine just got flowers for her birthday.

And I'm reminded that I miss being in love so much.

I love giving flowers. I love receiving them. But I love giving them more.

That feeling when you want to give your heart freely to someone all the time is a great feeling.

It just occurred to me something really amazing:

For all of our fighting and all of the difficult times, Brandi and I really never lost the romance or the sex. The sex was always hot, I think Brandi and I have both acknowledged, and I never stopped bringing flowers or doing romantic dinners or romantic times together.

There was just a ton of passion in our relationship, and much of that came out as fighting, unfortunately. I didn't even really believe we would break up, I was so in love.

Amazing, as I look back now. And more amazing the more I see older friends who complain of fizzling romance and relationships.

One thing is for sure for any woman who is with me that I fall in love with. It's a mighty love. And it's a hard one to fizzle out.

I need love and passion and romance in my life again.

I need to give flowers to someone.

Love,
Ben